I dont understand, why isnt anyone around me who can understand what exactly i mean and understand me more. It was over, and time and time again im disappointed,by my own best friend,my best mate. This time was a big thing. In fact the biggest, you, never have known me and what i really want and hope from you after all. And you all, dont understand me either how i really feel. Anyway,i dont know what can i say anymore. Everything that ive said and did was nothing.If you had told me,i would have felt happy for you.But this is a huge disappointment. I dont feel hurt anymore.The bottomline is that ive never really existed in your life. My life still goes on,and futures still bright,im gonna leave everything behind now.. Thank you to all who never bother to tell me,especially you. No point updating about my life to a blnak,its so silly.. It never matters. Anyway, a toast to your happiness. :)
