i just realise that between my dad and i,we both have really great hidden bondings..i grew up alone so astray but with a strong-willed character. i wasnt led astray,the only thing is that i dont have a straight mind. its okay,i dont say its not good and people should agree with me,cus i said it:) this one whole week,i just found out many things about my dad that i shouldve known but i never had the chance t know..or should i say,never want t care t know..his stay had made me think twice about the little hatred that i should have for them. yea i used t hate them so much when i was young,gullible. they cheated my feelings by sending me t sing without telling me,they did told me before that they were going t send me here for education,some of you may have heard of this story,im still gonna say it anw.i didt want to,but she ask my sister t lure me all the way t singapore t just 'visit' my grandmother and yes,the visit was realy long for me,twelve years.. some pity me like i dont have parents love,some envied me for being so independent at such a young age. what can i say?and why do i want t stay in indo when i can get t get good education here?cus i love my parents alot,in indo,i can get anything i want,love from my parents especially.my mum dropped me countless of times when i was still in her womb.she would have suffered miscarriage but no,i was strong enough. im a strong baby girl,they would have regretted if i werent born cus im so sweet and lovable-flutter eyelashes and also filial. thought i told myself i would grow up without them,id still love them after all. and i get t experience things that i never did here in singapore. ive tasted all the emotions that anyone could suffer,or enjoyed. okay,what the hell.. my dad,we both alwas look at the same thing when we walk in town and we jinxed sooo many times. hahah,its fun going out with dad actually,who says going out with your parents is an embarrassment? if only he reads my blog,im like professing my love for him. he is the greatest dad that only i can have. -smirks. when my baby comes back,ill tell her so many things that happened when she was away,i cant wait -wriggles.
daddy,mommy..eventhough i dont have a straight mind,i still love you two. :)
and daddy,stop pulling my ears! the irritating part abou them two is that, he and mum alwas bug me with these same question evryday..
mummy : ''when are you getting a boyfriend?''
(daddy ALWAS talks about my future business,if not,homosexuals issues.)
daddy: winda,you know when you start studying salon.....then when the business.....
(i walked away)(he always pull me back)
daddy: ehh,then you must be like daddy,i can cut so well....learn from....
(rolls eyes)(the whole day he talks t himself and answer himself)
me: TRUST ME OKAY?i know what t do dad..
daddy: huh! suo suo er yi..(in chinese)meaning say say only.
see! he alwas say so much and then when i agree with him,he will alwas say that same chinese sentence. and mommy,shes matchmaking me with this russian guy!O.o pleeeaase. firstly,just becus my sister dont want him doesnt mean he gaives up on her OR doesnt mean I would want a second hand stuff.okay,no..actually,im not even interested! my mom just loves t see me squirm.she laughs at me. >:(