i realise that its all convertible cars. hahah ,wells i like,cant be helped. :) im going t buy em four! by ...forty! :) im not acting ambitious,i am!:)
Wind is sick and yet she's laughing hysterically over the phone, so contradicting. And she's totally taking advantage of her 'sickness' to act all whiny and cute. And now it's my turn to get all so gerem cause she's so adorable.
She has prelims tomorrow and she's not studying but insists on talking on the phone with me. She's saying 'I love you' in like every language she knows and she's so lame and funny I don't know how deal.
I love my cute baby :)
tiff.
oh my god,i just found out and found these pictires about nathalie kelley,shes so gorgeous. when im talking about nathalie,i cant help but be so nervous and excited about it. ! yaraarrgh!!she is used to be in North Sydney Girls high school.how i wished for te millionth time i was born earlier,like my sisters age and was sent t australia t that high school :/
baby just enede her lesson and she saw what i was doing and she told me that a week is over,i know.but i cant help it :(
I lookeds back on my callow youth, and when I do a smile on my now mature but pitted face. I hardly recognize te naïve girl I once was.yes,ive grown up,more zits,bigger everything J that’s definitely not an advantage for me. I hate growing up,moreover,turn te head of two,which is like less than two years time.fated.-mellows
sigh,I need a holiday badly,I need breaks though ive been having a mini one at home everyday,I need to touch my books seriously,I need to push myself,I need t get t illetas,that’s where you can have your holiday worth going cus te villas and hotels are magnificent and te foliage is even more abundant.ohs,I need so many things. L I need you by my side from this day on till then,why am I sucha weak woman?but youre alwas busy and I know theres no one I can jack ass t(blame) cus you didt want it either.i fully understand that baby.i love you. J
and baby,I have t admit something,or maybe confess,ive been trying t study,revision I mean,I couldn’t help but getting tempted t do some other things,or maybe,get tired of te topic,and drag myself t bed cus my eyes are hurting me.ive really tried,im still trying though but im sorry for promising t keep myself awake each time te words in te book hurt my eyes and I couldn’t. im a weak mofo. L okay,I wont stop trying till exams over.i know I can do it,I know I can get good results,I know what ive promised ill do.like te once upon a some time,I promised t prove it t someone that I will do well for my Ns. and I did it with a great grade nine.but it was unworthy.cus no concern was made.bahs,forget it. I did a motivation t myself by te way..i keep writing mainly these two obviously crazy,huge motivation notes on my desk that says “get t victoria jc or die”,and te other says “go to temasek poly and live” is it ironic?or is it a good sign?am I a person with good self motivation or what?no,i think im psyched :D but I had it pasted everywhere in my study table even under my pillow when I sleep,t scare myself you see.sigh ,see how much I suffer at a young age like this?mentally suffered such tormentation. I know I know,I know what I should do,don’t worry tho much sweetheart,I know you care about me .I wont do stupid things.Have faith please?