i have faith in me,you and us.
this will be te last entry,i dont think ill ever blog again.
i wish i could pin all te doings ive done together with you for te past 7 months plus,down here. but its tho long.i would like t summarise it actually,it comes with yeni as te fatemaker,forbidden city was where we found each other glazing,town was te usual place we met,nydc was te first where we had our first meal with just you and me,taught you something you labelled as a no life sport.'poke balls into te hole'. Met up almost all te thursdays.altogether of te thursdays including te last thursday two days ago..its thirty two thursdays .recently around november,got somehow seperated,but still as strong.asked fr you hand in relationship,gladly you accepted.newton circle,SIM,coffee bean,shaw house,cineleisure-rocky masters,cairnhill plaza,cream bistro,MOS,arab street,esplanade,heeren-spinelli,taka,ecp..it wa ste first time you were there,crown prince ballroom,laguna..forum-hilton hotel(ate ice creams),far east-where you got your cross inked onto you as a memory of me,febuary 9th til mar 12th was te beginning and te end of our girlfriends relationship.it was short but it seemed like eternity.she was like te 'capulet' and im te 'montague'.we were never approved.We then had te lovers status after 12th march,continued t hang on til one day ,we made all te promises cus we know we;re gona be seperated but just hoping it doesnt come tho soon.i understood,respected whatevr you did cus i have faith in you.yea,we dont know about te future,it was heartbreaking thou ending was wonderful.you kissed me and hugged me goodbye.thou i didt want t let my arm loose,as much tightly i held onto you.you eventually taught me how t leave you.13 april,0520pm. i love you till infinty and beyond.
Have faith in me,ill find you.
a net to my hand, a cross on his crown.
we're done if, who we're undone,
finished if who we are incomplete.
as one we are everything,
we are everything we need.
what good is a life, with no one to share,
the light of the moon, the honor of a swear.
we can try to live the way in which you speak,
taste the milk of your mother earth's love,
spread the word of consciencness you see,
we are everything we need
we belong together
like the open seas and shores
wedded by the planet force
we've all been spoken for
all this indecision
all this independent strength
stillwe've got our hearts on safe
we've got our hearts on safe
someday when you're lonley,
sometime after all this bliss,
somewhere lost in emptiness,
i hope you find this gift...
'whyre our prayers unanswered?'
'sometimes,we pray for him to give us flowers,but he gives us te seed.'
i shall walk te street clutching on to despair.
For love is not t want t own it,but t suffer for te best of te other.
im ready,agony.