I'll tell you flat out.It hurts so much to think of this,so from my thoughts i will exclude. The very thing that,i hate more than everything is the way im powerless,to dictate my own moods.
Ive thrown away,so many things that could have been much more.And i just pray,my problems will go away if theyre ignored.But thats not the way it works....(not finished)
<< this is just some shit .okay,nevermind.Ben should understand what it means.
My dear brother is undergoing some serious depressions.Well,over some love 'game' . I wished im a love doctor ,i want t get him out of te shithole but hell hes fallling even deeper and obviously hes not doing te least favor t himself by pulling himself up. I tried helping him but hes one helluva stubborn wuss,bottomline t him is : he believes that hes alwas right and no facts could get his mind t think straight.I dont know what t do anymore,i guess i have lost hopes in friendship now.
My throat hurts like some motherfuckers.I need those pills now!TIFFANY!!
Must i wait till thursday when i think by that time itll be hopeless even for any pills?anws,i miss you :)
finally i watched fd3.yes,it was fucking fuck gruesome.Te killings tho gross that it got my heart racing.Ill never go tanning again!Not if its on purpose. im sleepy,got t get my ass up early tomorrow if not detention.nights