well,very early t have a reunion dinner indeed,but my big family insist on having it today just becus someones leaving fr indonesia and wont be here on t enew years eve itself.So,i rejected all my hangouts,darn it. anw,i feel so fat now..all so bloated.Ate at pines club fr lunch,thn in te evening rushed over t my friends studio t meet up with this street designer.thou hes not that famous among te public but definately around his friends which i heard from my friend, im sure he will be well-recognised someday,we did what we're supposed t do.well,he didt exactly help me with everything.Merely te idea of te figurings,had it all done then i went back home t modify it again.Dinner(another reunion) was at home,te house almost broke into half,with those big people talking and laughing so loudly,and all te lil imps running around screaming like theyre mind had gone amok.I was very much annoyed with one of them,played with stitch and pulled him around by te hair.I was praying that by te end of te night ,stitchs will not be bald .I tried grabbing it from them but they cried and started hitting me.so i gave up,and watch em play wih it.Its so irritating,im beginning t loathe kids!!Okay,im such a bastard.I irritated someone really badly and i didt say sorry,that lead us both t stop talking t each other.Now i find it hard t apologise for my wrong doings,(of course if it aint serious it snatural if i blurt a sorry)id rather keep quiet than a word of sorry.Why,am i egoistic?ohmans,since when.iI thought i used t apologise alot last time.I feel crappy now,tomorrow is a long day.Im dragging myself t bed again. night .
